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    I quit

    March 17th, 2012

    OK, it’s been 48 hours since I last smoked a cigarette.  It hasn’t been that bad but then again.  I keep reminding myself that I will no longer allow myself to be addicted to a drug.  If I didn’t know better I would say that I will smoke when I want to not when the addiction tells me to raise the drug level in my blood.  I can now no longer have a smoke… ever!  I tried that once.  I once quit for almost three months and then decided that since I no longer smoked it would be OK to smoke just one.  Ha!  By the end of the day I had bought a pack and was back to it.  I know that the physical addiction takes 72 hours to diminish and I’m in the middle of it.  If I can make it just another day or so I’ll be in the clear.  After the physical symptoms are gone then I’ll know it’s all in my head and I can deal with that.